THE THINGS I LEARNED

THE THINGS I LEARNED AS YOU DEVISTATED MY WORLD CAN NOT BE NUMBERED OR MESURED... AT LEAST NOT IN THE TRADITIONAL SENSE.

I HAVE NOT COME UP WITH AN ACCURATE MEASUREMENT SYSTEM TO WHICH I CAN APPLY TO THE LEVELS OF JOY AND SORROW.

I WAS INNOCENT IN SPRIT AND HEART WHEN YOU APPEARED. IDEALISTIC AND HOPEFUL.

I LEARNED TO LOVE WITH AN UNAFRAID HEART. I LEARNED TO OPEN MY INNERMOST THOUGHTS AND SECRETS TO YOU. I LEARNED THAT A SMILE AND A TOUCH COULD MOVE MOUNTAINS. I LEARNED THAT BEING ALONE IS NOT NATURAL. I LEARNED THAT ONE OF THE GIFTS FROM THE MOST HIGH COULD COME IN THE FORM OF YOU. I LEARNED THAT MUSIC IS EVERYWHERE AND IN EVERYTING. I LEARNED THAT A BRILLIANT MIND IS THE MOST BEAUTIFUL OF THINGS. I LEARNED TO PUT A DEFINING POINT ON MY CAPABILITIES. I LEARNED PRACTICAL APPLICATIONS FOR MAGIC. I LEARNED LOVE RUNS ON THE FEET OF HERMES.

IN THIS SPACE OF SORROW AND LONLINESS, I FIND THERE ARE EVEN MORE THINGS WHICH I HAVE LEARNED. THINGS THAT IT PAINS ME TO KNOW/ RECOGNIZE.

I HAVE LEARNED THAT FEAR IS THE HEARTS FIRST LINE OF DEFENSE AGAINST PAIN. I LEARNED THAT SECRETS ARE KEPT FOR A REASON. TO KEEP SAFE FROM ALL HARM. I LEARNED THAT THE MOST PAINFUL SIGHT CAN BE A SMILE AND A TOUCH CAN CRIPPLE. I LEARNED THAT BEING ALONE DARKENS THE SOUL, BUT BEING IN YOUR MIDST CAN SHREAD THAT SAME SOUL. I LEARNED THAT THE GIFTS OF THE MOST HIGH OFTEN COME WITH CONTENGANCY CLAUSES, STRINGS AND CONSIQUENCES ATTACHED. I LEARNED NOT ALL MUSIC SERINADES THE SOUL. IT CAN OFTIMES RIP A CHASIM IN THE VERY FABRIC OF A LIFE. I LEARNED A BRILLIANT MIND ISOLATES, LOOKS DOWN ON, CONDEMS AND DOES NOT UNDERSTAND FORGIVENESS ( TO GIVE OR TO RECIEVE). I LEARNED THAT MY CAPIBILITIES WILL NEVER BE RECOGNIZED IN YOUR EYES. I LEARNED THE DARKEST MAGIC IS CONJURED FROM FALSE TOUNGS AND PSEUDO LOVE. I LEARNED HOW DAMNING SELFISHNESS CAN BE ON A PERSONS LIFE. I LEARNED HOW TO SUFFER DOWN INDIGNATION. I LEARNED TO DOUBT MYSELF, I LEARNED PEACE NEVER COMES FROM WAR~ JUST MORE WAR. I LARNED TO BE YOUR MUSE AND YOUR IMAGINARY NEMISIS WHILE YOU EVOLVED INTO MY ENIGMA AND OUR LOVE A NEVER ENDING PARADOX.

I HAVE NOT COME UP WITH AN ACCURATE MEASUREMENT SYSTEM TO WHICH I CAN APPLY TO THE LEVELS OF JOY AND SORROW.